in silence

This took me soooo long to finish but it was definately worth it. I had to control the urge to just rush every step of the way, but I kept telling myself that if I was just patient, the outcome would be fantastic. And it is. Ta da! A super-angsty-darkish Hell Kaiser pic! I used the song "in silence" by Janne Da Arc as the basis for the theme and overall tone. The lyrics in the background are, in fact, from the song. Here's the full lyrics:

in silence

Tell me why my heart aches so bad, feels like darker than darkness.
Myriad of sleepless nights and unforgettable smiles.
My frustration from not reaching, weakness of my heart.
I chose my dream over you but it is painful, why?

What a hell, I always tend to have bad feelings, bad habits.
Did I make a wrong selection? Did I see dull dream?
Why I think back to then, I just miss you so much.
Thinking of you deeper and deeper, my heart is aching.

In silence, In silence, "It's still my dream, never changing."
Kept saying to myself, kept screaming everytime until today.

Where should I go?
What should I do?
How can I get rid of this noisy pain?
Don't stand in my way.
I've got no time.
Don't get me confused any more.
It's gonna be another sleepless night...

Anyway, I hope this makes your day for all you Kaiser fans out there. ^^

P.S. I'd really appreciate if you would fullview. Plus, then you can see all the nifty details!